It's Friday and I've had the roughest start of the day. I admit I'm selfish and I make mistakes often in my life that I shouldn't. In the heat of the moment I become silent and refuse to hold conversations and leave the room. As much as I don't want to blame my medication, but it's probably one of the reasons why I get easily irritable with different people. If I have offended you, hurt you in whatever way, I apologize for everything I have said and done. I am usually not like this anymore and I have changed my attitude so many times but sometimes it's even hard to be around girls. I grew up with 3 brothers and I learned to toughen myself up around girls. Yes, I do get a long with girls better than I used to but when girls hold different annoying attitudes, I most times cannot handle it and I refuse to be around them when something happens. Now you learn something new about me.
I also hate people who are spoiled rotten and I have all the reasons why. Because they don't try to become self-motivated to do what others have a hard time doing. At this point of my life, I work for EVERYTHING and NEVER have ever even been spoiled in my life. Yeah, I am the only girl but I've never been spoiled. If anyone takes offense to this I'm sorry but it's the truth. I've always done everything on my own and refuse to ask for help as much as possible. I go through trials in my life because I do things on my own but I get that strength I have because I have faith that I can make it through all the days of my life.
I've spent all day asleep in my bed again only to wake up with an excruciating stomach pain and a huge headache. I should really try to fight this medication and have better days because it's Day 2 of taking them and I have not had a good time with this.
169. Let my cry come near before thee, O Lord: give me understanding according to thy word.
170. Let my supplication come before thee: deliver me according to thy word.
(Psalm119:169-170)
Again, I apologize for such acts I've done and hope it doesn't happen again. I'm only human and I make mistakes.
Love Always,
Trish
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