Everything happens for a reason

My life is not perfect. I smile to hide all my fears, struggles, and obstacles in life. I refuse and hate asking other people for help because I try to build myself to be more mature and a strong independent person. I go through everything in life, no problem.. because I try to have a positive outlook on life's challenges. That's the only way you're gonna make it out alive. So many things have happened this past week. Doctor's appointment went well and found out I had a nerve infringement, where a nerve is pretty much stuck and won't let me function the way I should, so that leads to an MRI that has yet to be scheduled, and a lot of things changing elsewhere that I won't say on here because it's just way too frustrating. After all, everything happens for a reason right?

So anyways, I'm taking these pills called Nabumetone and it's got a lot of side effects that I am not too happy with because it's making me even more sick I feel like and causing more and more pain each day and I'm supposed to take it 2x a day for 30 days and I'm not the best person right now to mess with. I slept all day yesterday only because the medication causes me to be drowsy and very light headed all the time.

I'm thankful that Anna made me and Erin dinner last night and it was MacNCheese and Broccoli and apple pie. Not the best combination and made me throw up but that's okay. I just needed to take my medication.

My friends and I got in to the topic of what we would want to have on our grave stone. And I've always loved 2Timothy4:7. But the following is such a nice scripture that I always love to read. This is fromt he King James Version of the Bible.

5. But watch thou in all things, endure afflictions, do the work of an evangelist, make full proof of thy ministry.
6. For I am now ready to be offered and the time of my departure is at hand.
7. I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:
8. Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, shall give me at the day: and not to me only, but unto all them also that love his appearing.


We're only given one life to live and it's up to us to live it up the way we want to. I've made several changes in my life and never have thought that I would fall into this place and it has been such a wonderful experience to be where I am at in my life. 


Goodnight. Make it a great Friday and create the best choices in life.


Love Always,
Trish